Never Been Alive (Words Do Matter)

The Saturday following the tornado outbreaks, The Avett Brothers lifted spirits in Birmingham, AL, doing what they do best: playing to a packed house. My family (and most of my county: Shelby) was fortunate enough to be spared from the swath of devastation that plowed through Alabama. It was a hard day of cleanup (I didn’t realize how sore I’d be from using a chainsaw all day or how how many massive bruises would mysteriously appear afterwards – guess it goes with the territory of being a 30+ yr-old who works from home) and the need was and remains to be overwhelming (another post on that thought coming soon). The show was full of standards, plus a few gifts, but the whole set list seemed to be intentional – the already deeply personal lyrics resonated in a new way that night.

The opening line of the show was: “Disappear from your hometown, go and find the people that you know…” followed by a chorus that has helped me with several life-decisions lately: “So when you run make sure you run, to something and not away from…” (Weight of Lies). The chorus of a newer song echoed: “If I live the life I’m given, then I won’t be scared to die…” (The Once and Future Carpenter). And the encore left us with two simple truths: “Don’t worry with all of my belongings… Always remember there is nothing worth sharing like the love that let us share our name…” (Murder in the City) and “God only knows. God makes his plan. The information’s unavailable to the mortal man. We’re working our jobs. Collect our pay. Believe we’re gliding down the highway when in fact we’re slip slidin’ away…” (Slip Slidin’ Away – Paul Simon cover) Finally, one last song from the middle of the concert. I simply wanted to share the lyrics of a rare, yet-to-be-recorded song performed that night. It too seemed particularly meaningful in the wake of recent events…

“Never Been Alive”

Money won’t do the trick… but it will help
To open the doors we need it to… to help someone else

Still we won’t need it, to turn things around

I’ve never been alive, like I am now

You need only tell me… when you’re under the gun
If you need someone to lend a hand… consider it done

But still you won’t need me, to turn things around

I’ve never been alive, like I am now

And even though they didn’t close with “Salvation Song” as I had secretly hoped, the sentiment rang true:

“And I would give up everything, if you were to come up clean
And see you shine so bright in a world of woe
And they may pay us off in fame, but that is not why we came
And if it compromises truth then we will go

We came for salvation
We came for family
We came for all that’s good that’s how we’ll walk away
We came to break the bad
We came to cheer the sad
We came to leave behind the world a better way…”

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